Did you and I know this separation was coming? Our love was so beautiful, so intense, so deep this last year. It was like I was asking myself if something was going to happen.. we were soaking up every minute. Like in the staircase. Sara would run up the stairs to be fed in your cat room, but you would stop in the staircase on every step, right in front of my feet. So that I could not go any further and had to stop and pet you. It would take us about 10 to 15 minutes to get up the stairs.... our time.
So, now I look at you in the photos. I stroke your face and I cry. I cry out your name, like if you are outside playing, and then I cry. I pass your grave in the flower garden, where I have put photos of you and flowers, and I cry. Dear Leo. Love really hurts!